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March 28th, 2008

10:41 am

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Not a Chance

by ljc

3/08

Summary: A chance meeting.

Warnings: none.

Disclaimer: All characters, places, and objects from The Sentinel belong to Pet Fly Productions, UPN, Paramount and the SciFi Channel. No money is being made. No copyright infringement is intended. This story was written by ljc with the love of the show in mind.

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Steven noticed the lovely lady the moment he stepped into the room, probably because she looked even more out of place here than he felt. Jim would be here soon so if he wanted to make a move he'd better do it quick. He grabbed a drink from the waiter's tray and took a sip while planning his strategy, keeping his eye on her the whole time.


She didn't seem to be with anyone, but then she stopped to have a few words with a couple of Jim's friends from Major Crimes, Brown and Rafe, if he remembered correctly. He waited, hoping that she would move away. It wouldn't do to approach her if she might possibly be here with someone from Jim's unit. When she moved away, he finally moved in.


Good evening. My name's Steven. I'd wait to be formally introduced, but there isn't anyone here that I know well.”


This is a Police Awards Banquet,” she teased. “How did you get in if you don't know anyone? Don't tell me you crashed a 'cop party'?”


Steven grinned, “You're right. That wouldn't be a very safe, or sane, thing to do. Actually, I know 'people', they're just not here yet.”


Well, that's good. I'm sure that a party crasher isn't the kind of entertainment they would approve of tonight.” She glanced around a bit as she sipped her drink then asked with a smile, “Did you ... bring a date?”


Steven smiled in return, “No, I didn't. Perhaps you'd join me for a dance later?”


She smiled in delight, “I think that would be fun. I wasn't sure if cops knew how to have fun. A police banquet sounded like the most boring thing in the world. What I won't do for family!”


Family? Are they here yet? Maybe I know them,” he asked nervously.


She smiled brightly and said, “My son, Blair Sandburg and his partner, Jim ...”


At which point, Steven choked on his drink. Naomi patted his back gently a few times until he stopped. “Are you alright?” she asked, obviously worried.


Blair and Jim ... well,” cough, “well, I do know them,” he admitted, as he mentally, and quite hurriedly, crossed Naomi off as a prospective date. He'd heard Jim tease Blair about 'liking' his mother ... and Blair's response. Maybe a dance wasn't such a good idea either.


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10:50 am
fanfic for The Sentinel

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Flirtation?

by ljc

3/08

Summary: A chance meeting.

Note: Maybe there is such a thing as 'possession' because this isn't the story I sat down to write. The one I intended to write is titled, “Not a Chance”.

Warnings, Ratings: FRST

Disclaimer: All characters, places, and objects from The Sentinel belong to Pet Fly Productions, UPN, Paramount and the SciFi Channel. No money is being made. No copyright infringement is intended. This story was written by ljc with the love of the show in mind.

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She sat as if posed for a portrait, all elegant lines. The light, in it's wisdom, seemed to have found it's natural focus, on her. It lit her pale skin and blue eyes to perfection. Her red hair was highlighted by the sun and wisped by the slight breeze. The vision of her simply took his breath away.


She was entrancing, and as he thought this he felt himself sigh. He was too old for this. Too old for that rush of emotion, of infatuation. Yet he couldn't deny that he felt a bit lightheaded just at the thought of approaching her. And that was what convinced him to try a bit of foolishness.


He noted the drink by her hand and ordered two more. One for him, so he'd have something to do in the awkward moments to come. There were sure to be awkward moments because he was going to meet her. He was going right up to her and talk to her. At least that, if nothing more.


The drinks came and he lifted them from the table and carefully made his way to hers. It seemed interminably far and yet suddenly he was there ... “I hope I'm not intruding.” Then gathering his courage he said, “I - I saw that your drink was nearly empty and I brought another ... for both of us.”


Even though she turned toward him, she was not yet wholly distracted by her inward turned thoughts. Now, suddenly drawn back to the present, she looked almost lost in despair and his heart clenched at the sight. He started to apologize for the intrusion, but a slight, gracious smile from her stopped him in mid-word.


You're not intruding, not exactly. I'm afraid my head ... and my heart ... are focused somewhere else this morning. I have an engagement to attend in a few hours and I don't know exactly how I'm going to manage ... It's going to be difficult. My own fault though, not yours.” She seemed to take a moment to summon an inner strength, an inner calm before she added, “I would welcome the 'intrusion'. I'm just not sure if I'll be good company.”


He felt a warmth and a protective feeling intensify toward the lady as he joined her at the table. “I'm sorry you will be facing a difficult time. I don't wish to disturb you. I only wished to meet you. I - I saw you and, well, I'm very sorry that I intruded, but if you'd really like some company for this time, I would be happy to sit here with you.”


Though her smile was modest, his breath caught at it's radiance. It lit her face although her eyes still remained clouded. Her hands slid down off the table where her fingers twisted and twined together as her inner turmoil demanded acknowledgement yet again. He was dismayed when he realized that with the return of remembrance, her anguish had returned full force.


He boldly reached out to lay his hand on hers as they twisted and twined. Her startled glance proved her return to him. She managed to hold her tears at bay and gifted him with a tremulous smile.


She said, “Thank you. Perhaps I need that 'intrusion' more than I thought.”


They sat in the sun and the slight breeze for a time. The murmur of other conversations in the café were unheeded as they chatted about inconsequential matters, anything but the difficulty to come. They sipped their drinks and ordered something lighter, he - coffee, she - tea, and their fingers found the warmth a balm, he - to his enchanted soul, she - to the

easing of her anguish.


Time passed too quickly for them both. He didn't want the enchantment to end. She, the same. She had come here because she couldn't stand to be alone with her thoughts. To her surprise she had found a steadfast companion which was unexpected, and so very welcome. But now, this time must end.


Thank you ... for this,” she said as she extended her hand in a gesture of farewell.


He took her hand, clasping it securely with both of his, “It was my pleasure. I don't remember when I've spent a more pleasant ... visit.”


She smiled, less strained than before. She leaned forward to kiss him on the cheek. “It was more than pleasant, for me. It was a comfort, and something I needed very badly.”


Could - could I escort you to this ... engagement? Would it be a comfort, or would it just be awkward for you?”


She truly smiled at his offer but he could already sense the answer. “That is so sweet of you, but this is something I must do alone. 'My fault', remember? I have to face the consequences of my actions.”


Do you really think it will be as bad as you fear?”


I hope not.” She had tried to say it lightly but failed in his estimation.


As do I. May I see you later? After ...”


I - I don't know,” she whispered. “I think 'they'll' be 'celebrating'.”


Celebrating?”


For my - my son. He's graduating ... from the police academy.”


Oh! ... Naomi?”


She looked startled then said, “You know me? How?”


He sighed heavily, “It seems that we both have sons that insist on choosing their own path, no matter what we say or do. Or maybe it's despite it.” He thought for several moments then asked, “Please. May I accompany you? I never got to see my son, Jim, graduate from the police academy. I - I think it's time that I showed support for his decisions after all these years.”


William?”


Shall we go?”


... his decisions ...” she said musingly. “I thought Blair was just trying to make me feel better about this when he insisted that it was 'his' decision.” Naomi began to slowly smile as William's statement suddenly crystallized her understanding of what Blair had been trying to say. How could she have such a brilliant son, and be so slow-witted! The insight seemed to lift a weight from her spirit. She said gratefully, “Thank you, William. You're absolutely right. It is time to support 'his' decision. To show him that I accept his choice, his judgement.”


William smiled in relief. He was surprised at the lightness he felt, as if a burden of his own had lifted, as if the rift between he and Jim might have a real chance to heal after all this time. The allowed the smile to turn into a slightly mischievous grin as he said, “You know, don't you, that they'll be shocked to see us together?”


Naomi's grin was broader still, and she chuckled a little before she confessed, “I remember Blair's reaction when I met Jim for the first time. But then, I hadn't met Jim's very handsome and distinguished father yet.”


Both were smiling and chatting together like old friends when they entered the auditorium arm-in-arm.


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11:06 am
Choreography

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Choreography

by ljc

3/08

Summary: Well, it isn't about Jim and Blair dancing.

Warnings: None at all.

Disclaimer: All characters, places, and objects from The Sentinel belong to Pet Fly Productions, UPN, Paramount and the SciFi Channel. No money is being made. No copyright infringement is intended. This story was written by ljc with the love of the show in mind.

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Jim Ellison's senses were tuned to his guide as Blair flew up the stairs of 307 Prospect St. Blair Sandburg was 'guide' to Jim, a 'sentinel'. Jim had been desperate enough to seek out medical specialists when his enhanced senses had come on line, but Blair's enthusiastic confidence and 'guidance' had given Jim the control he needed to keep his job, and to keep his sanity.

Blair rushed into the loft, “Hey, sorry man. I got held up after office hours. Mid-terms have got the freshmen terrified. They were lined up outside my office, down the corridor and even around the corner. That last one,” and Blair gave a little shudder, “didn't have much of her fingernails left. I sent her to the clinic. I hope they can do something for her, and I don't mean just antiseptic and bandaids.”

Jim shook his head in commiseration, “It's alright, Chief.  I was beginning to wonder where you were although I figured you'd be late tonight. Dinner's already in the oven. It should be illegal to have so many students in your classes, even introductory ones.”

When Blair turned toward the table, he saw that it was already set for the evening meal. He let out a deep sigh. “I'll make it up to you. I promise.” He hurried to hang up his coat and sling his backpack into his room before joining Jim in the kitchen. “Is there anything left to do?” he asked.

Jim pretended to take a deliberate look around and turned back toward Blair. “Not a thing that I can see,” he said lightly. “Hey, since you've got time before dinner, why don't you go take a shower. That way when you wake up tomorrow morning ... with just ten minutes before you have to leave ... you won't have to do much more than get dressed.”

Blair grinned, “It takes me more than ten minutes ...”

Jim interrupted, “Yes. I know. Just remember, I won't fix any speeding tickets.”

Jim! Would I ask that of you?”

Jim didn't answer, just looked at him and crossed his arms.

Okay, maybe I'd ask,” Blair admitted cheekily, and went on to mutter softly, “but I sure know what the answer would be.” Blair then ducked into his room and grabbed some clean sweats from the laundry in the basket beside his closet. Just before he ducked into the bathroom he said, “Hey! You did the laundry. I know it was my turn ...”

I know. Go take your shower.”

When Blair finally came out he looked much more relaxed. He had toweled his hair dry and managed to comb the tangles out of his curls just as Jim was setting the casserole on the table.

That smells like Naomi's recipe, tofu eggplant Parmesan. I 'love' that!”

Jim gave a little shiver and muttered softly, but loud enough that Blair would be sure to hear, “It's the only one of hers that I could stand.”

Blair ducked his head and grinned but didn't fail to dish out a large helping for himself.

After Jim finally struggled through his portion, he told Blair that he'd written down some messages for him that he needed to take care of soon.

Blair said, “Nothing too urgent I take it, or you'd have told me before dinner.”

Well, 'they' considered it urgent, but I knew it could wait until after you'd eaten. Just a couple of students that need some calming down.”

Blair sighed and his shoulders slumped, “I should have known. There's always a couple. I'll call them after I clean up the dinner dishes.”

No need. It was just one baking dish, and a couple of plates. I'll take care of it. You need to take care of those messages so you'll have time to study for your own test. Go on.”

Blair grimaced, “I remember when I lived in the dorm. There'd be kids wandering around all night, terrified they were going to fail, even if they were good students and had done all the readings and assignments. I just hope I can ease their minds a bit.”

Jim kept watch on Blair with his senses as he pretended to be totally engrossed in a Seattle Seahawks game. He intentionally kept the sound so low that Blair couldn't hear it so he wouldn't be bothered by it.

After Blair returned the calls, he looked over to see that his laptop and backpack were already on the kitchen table. Jim allowed himself to relax when he finally saw Blair settle at the table where he would have plenty of room to spread out his various books and notes for study.

The evening passed quietly. Blair's attention was focused on his studies. He didn't notice when Jim got up during a break in the game and stretched, then made his way to the kitchen. Blair hardly noticed as he downed the bottle of water that Jim had casually set beside him before he returned to the game.

As the empty water bottle was replaced a half hour later, Blair distractedly said, “Thanks, Jim.”

Later some grapes were added.

Blair glanced up quickly, pushed his glasses up, and said absently, “I'm not really hungry, but thanks, Jim.”

... then some nuts.

... later still, some pretzels.

They were all easy finger foods and everything disappeared without apparent notice. But Jim knew that Blair had noticed in his absentminded-professor way. When he finally came up for air he admitted, “Gee. I didn't realize I was even hungry. Thanks, man.”

By then it was getting late, and a steaming mug of a favorite tea soon found it's way to Blair's study table.

Oh, man. I needed this,” Blair sighed as he wrapped his stiff fingers around the welcome warmth.

Blair dove back into his notes until his study alarm went off. He looked up in surprise and then grinned at Jim, “I know 'I' didn't set it, but really, I have a lot more to go over ...”

Jim shook his head, “Chief ... I've been keeping track. You've been over everything on that table three times. You've studied. Now you need some sleep. If you insist you can leave everything there and get up an hour early to look it over again but I don't think you really need to, do you? Isn't 'your' test in the afternoon? You can look over your notes in the morning sometime.”

But Jim! You know how things go sometimes. I might not get a chance ... Wait a minute ... did you just say what I thought you said? Did you say I could leave it here ... all night?” and Blair's wide grin received an answering one from Jim.

Only if you insist! We both know you'll do better if you get some sleep before the test.”

Blair leaned back and sighed dramatically then ran his hands through his hair, roughly shaking out his curls. He said reluctantly, “Okay, have it your way.” He pushed the chair back from the table and stood. He stretched and groaned softly. He struggled to hide a yawn, then muttered softly, “Maybe you're right.”

I'm right!? ... I heard that you know,” said Jim, chuckling softly.

When Blair reached his bedroom he whispered, “Going to bed now, 'Mother Ellison'.”

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Jim was standing beside Blair's bed when his roommate awoke to his alarm for the third time. He watched as Blair tried to hit the snooze once again and failed. He smothered a chuckle as Blair slid his hand searchingly under his pillow, evidently thinking that he'd shoved it under there the last time it went off. When Blair couldn't find it there he managed to raise his head about an inch and looked blearily out of one eye to see if he'd knocked it on the floor.

Oops,” Blair whispered, when he saw Jim holding the clock out to him. Blair squinted and then made a half-hearted grab for it so Jim held it closer ... close enough for him to read. “Oh, no! Why didn't you wake me up, Jim!?”

Jim sighed in exasperation, “I am, Darwin ... get ... dressed.”

It took Blair ... about ... ten minutes. He finally, hurriedly, pushed his arms into his jacket and grabbed his backpack.

Jim walked unhurriedly up to him and with exquisite timing held out a covered coffee mug and a bagel just as Blair reached the door. He said, “There's a bottle of water in your backpack, some granola bars, and 'an apple for the teacher'.” He grinned as he grabbed Blair's arm and made him stop for a moment, “Take it slow, Chief. Remember I don't ...”

... fix speeding tickets. I know. I'll remember. I'll see you tonight. And I'll fix supper, too. I owe you.”

Jim stood in the doorway and watched as Blair dashed down the steps. He said softly, “No, Chief. I still owe you.” Blair didn't see Jim smile as he shook his head and turned back into the loft.

Jim had a lot to do before this evening, and he relished the challenge. Taking care of Blair required a certain finesse and almost as much planning as a military op or a police bust. So far, he didn't think Sandburg fully understood the complexity involved and that it necessitated the talents of an expert; someone willing to go to great lengths to compose and orchestrate this little dance; someone like Jim, who was a master of covert operations ...

Jim suddenly stopped his contemplation and turned toward the balcony. He had just realized that he hadn't heard the Volvo start yet. When he moved outside he could plainly see Blair give a jaunty wave before he stepped into his car. Just before it revved to life he heard, “Thanks, Jim.”


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